THUNDERSTORM is the sign of..????

Assalamualaikum everyone..Now, I’m facing my laptop just to write this entry..I strengthened myself just to write this entry..huhuhu..I feel so scared and worried on what is happening now..I just received news from my friend from my beloved hometown, which is MIRI, SARAWAK. MIRI is just near to the sea..huhuhu..

My friend told me that there were thunderstorms in Miri. It was totally horrible because there were so many bad things had happened there. I am really sad on what had happened. Huhuhu..

                             

                                Thunderstorm in Miri.. This place is near to my house

                           

                                    I know this place..somewhere in Miri..huhuhu...

                         

                                 The roof flew due to the thunderstorm..

                             

                                    Big tree fell down due to the thunderstorm too...

                                     

                                                  Tree fell down on the car

                                     

                                                             

                                                           The situation

There were sudden chaoses in Miri. I don’t know why. Subhanallah. Huhu. From what I know, all of this came from Allah SWT. This is the sign that Allah gave to make us realize that this world will definitely end. This shows the end of the world. This is the sign that Allah SWT gave to us to make us aware of the matters that we had done. Astagfirullahazim.  There must be lots of bad things that we had done and we refused to obey His rule. This is what he gave to us. 

Like the previous period, Allah SWT gave them this too because they never obey Allah SWT’s rules...Huhu…I am totally freaking out and scared. I am not good at these matters. I want us to be aware of what had happened and think of it. Why did Allah SWT give this to us? Is that because we had done lots of sin..?? 

STOP buat MAKSIAT kalau TAKNAK ALLAH turunkan BALA ke KITA .. Definisikanlah "MAKSIAT" tu sendiri.. 

 Huhuhu.. Assalamualaikum. =’(

Raya di Perantauan

Assalamualaikum and Hi to everyone..^__^ I can only smile..Want to know why? Because I still have the opportunity to write my entry..This entry..hehehe…Even though, I suppose to study because my upcoming paper is on this FRIDAY..hehe…This week is a revision week..I feel so bored and I want to write..Okay.. I want share my experiences about my Hari Raya Haji..

I celebrated my Raya Haji in Penisular Malaysia, At my beloved campus, Teacher Training Centre, Islamic Education Campus..=))

I felt a little bit sad because I saw so many students went back to their hometown..and they always talked about on going back to their hometown..HUHUHU…I am a sarawakian..Thus, majority of the Borneoan studentdid not go back.. I stayed at the campus alone in my room. My roommate went back to her hometown in JOHOR. I was alone for 9 days. It was absolutely horrible and worst. Hahhahahaa….I am too over. I had my friends to accompany me in my room. Okay, that is not what I want to say here.hehhehe…

I just want to share my raya stories with the readers. Yeah, If there are readers who wants to read my entry.hehehhe..LOL..I just love it so much.

Okay. On the Hari raya Haji, early in the morning, I went to the mosque to perform my Raya prayer. I heard the ‘takbir’ for so many times. Allahuakbar. I could cry at that time. It was so melancholy. Huhu.. There were so many people at the mosque. I could see that some of my friends were crying at that time…Huhuhu…Pity them.=’(

I called my mother early in the morning and wished Happy Hari Raya to them.=) Then, after the prayer, we went to the Dataran Gerko..we were invited to the banquet.. There were so many foods and the food were so delicious and yummy..hehehe..You know what, I was thinking to eat all the food..hehehhee….

Then, on the afternoon, my classmates and I went to our lecturer’s house. Her house was in Kajang and some of my friends including me; we had to take taxi to go there. Her house was so far away from the campus. The house was big and there were so many people and so many food…hehehe…We had a great time there because we spent our Hari raya together..=)

Next, we planned to watch movie. Alamanda was our first choice of places because it was absolutely near to our campus.=) Thus, we made the decision and we went there.

We watched the movie entitled ‘SINISTER’. The movie was awesomely great and it was a horror movie okay. There were 14 of us, we sat in a row. Hehehe.. The movie was totally freaking me out and make me screamed all the time.hahaha...and I just knew that the director for the Sinister’s movie was the same person who did the movie entitled, ‘PARANORMAL ACTIVITY’… hehehe…awesome right.

These were all the activities that my friends and I did during the Hari Raya Haji. Ok. We did the same thing. Actually, there were people who asked me to go to their hometown. However, I refused to go because I wanted to study for my coming paper on the next Monday. Thus, for the knowledge that I want to get, I have to sacrifice my time. No enjoy but only books. Hehehe..But, I did enjoy my raya so much with my friends. Thus, I celebrated Raya too okay…hehehe…

Okay. I just write until here. See you next round. Want to know what, I just sat for my first paper yesterday and it was okay. The paper was not so difficult and not so easy.. Thus, I can conclude that the paper was in the average. Thank You and Assalamualaikum. Cillax babeh..=))

My classmates..the ladies okeh..hehe..together with madam

                 these are all my classmates.madam and her husband..^_^ we did enjoy the Raya so much..thanks!

My new HOT STUFF ^_^

Assalamualaikum everyone..Hi again..*__*

It has been a few days I did not update my entry.. no worry.. I’m currently writing my entry now..

I have a good news that I want to share with all of you.. what a surprise..Last Wednesday, I bought a new laptop..hehe..Actually, the truth is I don’t want to buy a new laptop..Unfortunately, my old laptop was really in a horrible situation..I don’t even know whether my old laptop can be saved or not..huhuhu..

I have been using that laptop since I entered the IPG..thus, it shows that I have been using that laptop for two and a half years..I have planned to use my old laptop until I graduated..But, the laptop’s condition didn’t allow it to be happen..

I bought my laptop at The Mines last Wednesday with my classmates..There were Izzad, Faez, Ayu and Farah..I asked them to accompany me..It was very tired to find a new laptop as I need to manage well in order to buy it..At last, I bought one of the laptop at Mines..hehehehe…

Actually, I was looking for a pink laptop as I am really in love with pink color..However, there were no many pink laptops as there were such limitations for it..There was only one pink laptop that was the TOSHIBA model..but, you know..it was a new model and the price was so expensive..thus, I just have the opportunity to look at it and touch it…I couldn’t buy it…Nothing else that I could do..huhuhu..However, I promised to myself that one day…in the future..Im going to have a pink laptop..trust me..hehee..but, wait until I have job and have my own salary..hehehe…

Okay..my new laptop is in white colour and the model is ASUS..it is BIG…suitable for the gamer and the person who loves to watch movies..The truth is, I don’t really care about the model of the laptop or the applications on it..as you know..I don’t even know what the functions are…All I care is actually about the colour..hehehe..

That’s all for this entry..gonna let you see my new laptop..okay..^_^ have fun..not that nice..but BEAUTIFUL for me..=))

my old laptop..so sad.='(

this is my new laptop...=))

LOVE STORY

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning everyone...^__^ May the person who read my entry is in a good condition...aminn..(",)

Hi..Today, I want to share about something that can become a lesson to everyone...(based on my opinion la..hehehe) why do I say so?? Let's us read the entry okay..but, before that..we need to smile...because smile is one of the alms(sedekah). =)) 

Have you ever felt betrayed by the person that you trust? love? friend? or whoever around you..
This is based on the true story..a friend of mine have gone through this situation...let me story it to you...Her name was Belle ( not a real name). He had a boyfriend named Edward (not a real name too). They have been in love for a few months, I think about 11 months. They were studying in the campus.  At the beginning of their relationship, they really had a beautiful, romantic and lovely relationship that most of the people in their campus always talked about them. However, on the 6th month, they broke up because of some reasons. But then it can last for a week only, then they returned back together. This was because they said that they love each other, missed each other and the reason that they broke up because both of them were really ego. 

Then, they were normal like before. However, this man, Edward, was so different form the other men that Belle had ever known. He was a person who rarely texts her girlfriend, busy with his friend and he had a high ego in himself. Belle was a person who loves her boyfriend to be with her, care about her, love her, text her, and so on. She did mentioned this to her boyfriend and her boyfriend did tell her that both of them had different personality and behavior. Both of the were so different. However, what made them together was a LOVE. Even though they have so many differences but they have LOVE that tight them together. Belle tried to accept him and Edward tried to accept Belle. 

Even though her boyfriend rarely asked her to hang out like before, rarely texts her, but she was very patient in it. She said to herself that Edward was so busy, he had got a lot of things to do. Thus, she didn't want to bother him and she believed in him so much. Belle's friend noticed that situation happened to her and asked her why was that so? Belle told them the truth about that and she said she was fine and their relationship was in a good condition. She was a strong young girl as she could stand with that situation where all of her friend would say that her boyfriend has got someone else. But, she ignored all that because she BELIEVED in Edward.

There was one moment where Belle couldn't stand it anymore. She called Edward and asked why did he do that to her. Why did he rarely texts her, care about her and so on. Edward said to her that he was not her husband yet, and he could do anything that he wanted to do, and he told Belle to do that too because they were not married yet. He said that he did not mind. By the time Belle heard that sentences came out from his mouth, her tears dripping out. She cried. But, Edward didn't care about that and he said that he got works to do.

At this moment too, Belle was strong and she didn't want to ruin their relationship. Thus, she let it go. Time passed and there was a time where Edward asked Belle to hang out with him. This was happened on the 9th month of their relationship. Edward asked Belle to go out with him and his friends. Edward wanted to bring Belle to a hill and some places where they can spend their time with. At first, Belle refused to go with him because she had a good reason to come out with.The reason was that week was an examination week. Thus, she didn't want to go because she wanted to study and all that. However, Edward said that if she didn't want to go, she didn't love him and they wouldn't be able to go out after this. It was like he threatened Belle to go. At last, Belle agreed to go.

When they were together, Edward said that he loved Belle and he wanted to be serious with her. Belle remembered that moment so much because he said that he would never forget the moment that they had spend with. It was their good time together and after that moment, their relationship returned back to normal. Edward texts Belle everyday and he said he loved Belle so much. 

Next, on the 10th month, it was a school holiday. Each of them went back to their hometown and spent their time with their family. There was one day that Belle remembered the most, where Edward said that they would have married before they end their semester. It seems like Edward was so serious with Belle.  Belle was so happy and she was very serious with her relationship.

Then, when they returned back to their campus, their relationship became more worst. Edward told Belle that he was so busy and he didn't want Belle to disturb him. Belle tried to understood Edward and she was suffer from it. However, she was a smart girl that she didn't want that to influence her life so much. Thus, she spent most of her time with her friends and put trust on Edward. It means that Belle still wanted that relationship because of the LOVE that they had.

One day, while Belle was surfing the internet , one of Edward's classmates chat with her. It was a girl and her name was Miranda. She said to Belle whether Belle was in a good condition or not. Belle said that she was okay and why did Miranda asked her that. Miranda answered Belle that lately she noticed Belle was not in a good condition where Belle always looked sad. Miranda asked Belle's relationship with Edward and Belle said that her  relationship was in a good condition. Belle lied to her because she didn't want to tell anybody about her private life. Belle was wrong. Miranda  knew more than Belle  knew. Miranda told Belle that Edward had got someone else already and that girl was the same class with him. Belle  was so shocked to hear that news and she was totally terrible at that time where she couldn't believe that this was happening to her. Miranda  told her everything except the Edward's new girlfriend. 

Belle immediately asked Edward about that and he denied it. He told Belle that he couldn't be with Belle anymore because of his parents didn't like a person who was a far away from them. He gave Belle  that reason. He said to Belle that his mother was his priority and he hope that Belle knew it. But, he was a BIG liar. He didn't want to tell Belle that he has got someone else and he denied it to Belle. He said that he was truly in love with Belle and the reason they couldn't be together because of his parents. That's all. Belle  cried a lot at that time. Belle couldn't believe that this happened to her. How could he did that to Belle. He was a coward man. That was why their relationship was so  terrible before because he had someone else. Edward never admitted that he had someone else at that time.  

Belle  was sad and she didn't want to know who was the girl he with now. Thus, she wanted to be alone and she didn't want him to disturb heranymore. He is a COWARD person. 

One moth passed, and a friend of her form other class told herthat the girl he was now was his own classmate and she was his close friend too. The news made belle feel like she wanted to fainting. She couldn't believe that this was happen to her.

How can he be with his own classmate where he was in a relationship with Belle?? And the girl also knew that Edward was in a realtionship with Belle and how could she did that too. Both of them betrayed Belle so much.The girl, Belle trusted the most and she never thought that she would do that to Belle. All this time Belle respect her and treat her like Belle own friend. And now, she was with Edward. It was like hell. Belle was being fooled by them. 




Belle was weak. Belle was a young girl. She didnt know where to find her courage. She tried to live in the campus. At last, she made her decision,she didnt event want to bother about anything that was happening in the campus about the students. The most important thing was that Edward would be her first and the last person that she loved in that campus. No more guys after him because this matter had teach her a lot and it had became a  huge lesson for her.She accepted it with her full heart open because she believed that everything came from Allah. He was the one who made this to happen and she accepted it. She never angry at that girl or fight with her because she believed that there was no use for it. She didn't want to fight with a girl because of a man. PLEASE.. She was not a type of girl who wanted to fight for a man. A man that was a COWARD, not GENTLEMAN, and LAZY. She would never fight for a man like that. A man that didn't even know how to appreciate a girl. Why would she? After all he had done to her, she became strong. 

She would say thank you to the COWARD man, that is Edward and his girlfriend because of making this horrible matter happened to her. Thanks a lot yeah!!!..and now.. Belle lived in a peace situation, a nice, wonderful, interesting without him. She had learnt a lot from it. She wanted to pass her degree with flying colours and dint want to think about man anymore because she believed that she would meet her prince later on and now she wanted to focus more on her study and became a great person in the future. The past experience had made her became a more matured person. Thanks Allah. 
  
# This is based on the true story that a friend of mine told me everything about it. She told me because she believed in me and she really wanted me to share this story so that it can be a lesson for anyone that is kindly to go through this situation. No hard feeling. It is just a story. chills yeah #

BACK UP WAAN

 Assalamualaikum everyone..today..tonight..I'm gonna write something that is related to my own life..how I feel now..I'm alone in my room..currently alone in my room and listening to music...I felt very upset and sad in this week..totally sad..wanna know why.. there are several reasons on why I felt sad..ugh..mengeluh je keje aku ni..huhuhu...

Aku nak muhasabah diri jap...all this time, I think I hadn't do anything..I didn't study..I took things for granted..Everything seems so easy to me..I was too preoccupied..I was very comfortable with my condition now until I forgot my responsibility as a student.. I thought that everything gonna be fine like I was in a secondary school. ..However, I was not a student of a secondary school anymore...I am a future teacher.. however, I am not aware of that situation..I think this is because I am surrounded by a pleasant condition..huhuhu...

This is what happened to me in this week..I knew that I'm gonna have a test for my phonetics and phonology paper.. however, I didn't study at all...I just view that test with one eye.. I didn't know what happened to me.. Maybe this is because I told myself that the test wasn't that tough.. thus, I didn't study at all. I answered the test with the knowledge that I have..but believe me.. I DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL...NO REVISION..

Then, this is what happened to me.. I failed the test..huhu..=( I was totally sad as I couldn't do anything to change the marks.. all I have to do now is to back up from my pleasant conditions and put more efforts into it.. I cannot be like this all the time.. I need to change..I have to think positive on whatever had happened to me..This is all comes from Allah SWT...He wants me to be aware of my conditions..huhu.. I felt so guilty to my family..and ALLAH.. this is because...to gain knowledge is His will, if I didn't study..meaning that I am not following Him..forgive me ya Allah..I'll promise to myself that I'm gonna change and this will not happen again..la tahzan Waan.. Allah is always be with you..Thank You Allah because You wake me up from this situation...

                                           

                                                                        my paper

                                    

                                       so sad..this is the result of not study! Padan muka ang..

Okay everyone..everything happens for reasons..Allah might not give something to His slave for no reason..The reason why I have gone through this because Allah wants me to know that I need to improve myself and back up..I'm a future teacher.. Thus, I must show a good behavior starting from now on..No more playing Waan..You are 20 already..huhuhu..No worry..Allah is always with His Slave.. Asks from Him..InsyaAllah He will helps you..absolutely..I'm happy..no more sad..hehehe..I learnt many things from it..=) S.M.I.L.E.

Assalamualaikum...^__^