Assalamualaikum everyone..today..tonight..I'm gonna write something that is related to my own life..how I feel now..I'm alone in my room..currently alone in my room and listening to music...I felt very upset and sad in this week..totally sad..wanna know why.. there are several reasons on why I felt sad..ugh..mengeluh je keje aku ni..huhuhu...
Aku nak muhasabah diri jap...all this time, I think I hadn't do anything..I didn't study..I took things for granted..Everything seems so easy to me..I was too preoccupied..I was very comfortable with my condition now until I forgot my responsibility as a student.. I thought that everything gonna be fine like I was in a secondary school. ..However, I was not a student of a secondary school anymore...I am a future teacher.. however, I am not aware of that situation..I think this is because I am surrounded by a pleasant condition..huhuhu...
This is what happened to me in this week..I knew that I'm gonna have a test for my phonetics and phonology paper.. however, I didn't study at all...I just view that test with one eye.. I didn't know what happened to me.. Maybe this is because I told myself that the test wasn't that tough.. thus, I didn't study at all. I answered the test with the knowledge that I have..but believe me.. I DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL...NO REVISION..
Then, this is what happened to me.. I failed the test..huhu..=( I was totally sad as I couldn't do anything to change the marks.. all I have to do now is to back up from my pleasant conditions and put more efforts into it.. I cannot be like this all the time.. I need to change..I have to think positive on whatever had happened to me..This is all comes from Allah SWT...He wants me to be aware of my conditions..huhu.. I felt so guilty to my family..and ALLAH.. this is because...to gain knowledge is His will, if I didn't study..meaning that I am not following Him..forgive me ya Allah..I'll promise to myself that I'm gonna change and this will not happen again..la tahzan Waan.. Allah is always be with you..Thank You Allah because You wake me up from this situation...
my paper
so sad..this is the result of not study! Padan muka ang..
Okay everyone..everything happens for reasons..Allah might not give something to His slave for no reason..The reason why I have gone through this because Allah wants me to know that I need to improve myself and back up..I'm a future teacher.. Thus, I must show a good behavior starting from now on..No more playing Waan..You are 20 already..huhuhu..No worry..Allah is always with His Slave.. Asks from Him..InsyaAllah He will helps you..absolutely..I'm happy..no more sad..hehehe..I learnt many things from it..=) S.M.I.L.E.
Assalamualaikum...^__^
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